I quit the gym because its too expensive for me right now and instead walking as much as i can and not taking the subway when I can avoid it. I'm also working on getting my flexibility to where it used to be. and it hurts.

that is the question.

i havent gone in ages and i'm now unhappy with my body. I am wasting money if i don't go

but i am fucking sick.

So i'm holding strong at 109. Did ass legs & abs today and feel great. there was a belly dancing class going on and i migh ask alex if she wants to go with me, simply because its full of 40 year olds and i would feel super awk on my own.

I'm leaving for VA til sunday and may or may not have my computer with me.

it legitimately makes me feel guilty that people are hurting, and killing themselves and making themselves sick to be the weight that i naturally am.

its gross.

So i went to the Y ( Read more... )